Turn Around and Walk Away

Happy birthday!

Now, I would like to wish happy birthday to my bro, Nicholas Lee which turning 22 today! Well, sorry that I didn't prepare any presents for you but I promise I'd make up for it and I really hope that I can see you someday soon, cause I didn't seek you when I back to Malaysia.

Kent

Muahaha...

Well, today is an ordinary hikikomori day to me. I missed an exam paper viewing session without any reason. Hmm, I stayed in my own room for the whole day, and out of sudden, I just took out some book and do some reading. While I'm reading, something random came up to my mind, and made me think about what I did during my past, and I compared to my present and gave a thought about my future; if I stayed this way of life.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Hate me, no one will give mercy, no one will pity, no one will sympathy this pathetic jackass in the universe.

I'm off,
Heading the cliff.

21st of September

Why bothered to make maple night where you promised to talk to him? Go enjoy yourself and talk to him the whole night la. I don’t want to be in the situation where I have to keep quiet at the side, playing maple, whilst you are happily chatting right beside me. I don’t want to be in that awkward situation. I just want to be alone.

Leave me alone.

16th of September

Sentences keep on popping up in my mind for the past few seconds. I had come to a point where I don’t feel my life plays a role anymore. An advice told by Mr. Eugene Quah, says that ‘as an adult, we will face limitless amount of people, whether its friends, subordinates or superior. The key thing to ensure your life is valuable and meaningful is to keep your level of confidence up while ensuring they trust whatever you are doing.’ I am different; I acted the other way round. I put myself at the lowest possible position among everything. Now I’m lost. My mind now starts thinking about conspiracies that despises people like me. I keep on feel that I am suiciding with a knife stabbed right to my heart. Days and night, the imagination is so rich where I even know how I’m going to react and feel. What happen if this imagination turns real? Seriously, I’m hoping that there is an ‘offline meeting’ like in the anime ‘NHK ni youkoso’. That would be the best resolution for me.
Bye.

Post deleted due to usage of explicit words.

Tagged by David

1.What kind of song you usually listen to?
Anything, basically anything.

2.Name 10 of your favourite singers(Solo/Band)
1.Linkin Park
2.Avenged Sevenfold
3.Taylor Swift
4.Secondhand Serenade
5.Katy Perry
6.Adam Lambert
7.Lily Allen
8.The Killers
9.The Script
10.Lady GaGa

3.What makes you like a song.
Lyrics

4.Most favourite clubbing songs
No idea what's playing in clubs.

5.Other than english songs, do you listen to song in other language
Japanese Anime Soundtracks, Chinese songs recommended by friends, Malay/Indon (last time)

6.Do you listen to chinese songs
Sometimes

7.Open your player and press next until it goes to a chinese song and write it down.
No chinese songs in my directory though

8.Do you know what is the meaning of the song
=|

9.Do you like the song
=|

10.Press next again , write down the song.
Lady GaGa - Summerboy

11.Do you buy original album or download songs illegally
Bought everything from iTunes

12.Based on question 2, according to the list name the your favourite song sang by the singer/band.
You should ask earlier you know!
1.Points of Authority
2.Unbound (The Wild Ride)
3.White House
4.Suppose
5.One of The Boys
6.No Boundaries
7.Not Fair
8.When You Were Young
9.Before The Worst
10.Brown Eyes

13.Now tag 10 friends of yours.

1.Lau Kong
2.Juanita
3.Ashvinii
4.Chia Ming
5.Suet Yeng
6.Lavinia
7.Zetty
8.Mun Yee
9.Ivana
10.David (Ran out of idea)

14.Hard Part, find a song for each ot them.

1.Maybe - Secondhand Serenade
2.La La Land - Demi Lovato
3.Perfect Love - Hillsong United Youth
4.Perfect Love - Hillsong United Youth
5.Lonely No More - Rob Thomas
6.Dare You to Move - Switchfoot
7.I Will Remember You - Ryan Cabrera
8.Love Today - MIKA
9.Love Today - MIKA
10.Helena - My Chemical Romance

15.Last Question.Dedicate a song to all.
Her Morning Elegance - Oren Lavie
Don't Trust Me -3OH!3

Feeling so old, and far away from fantasies when looking at people experiencing things that I used to do, think, fantasize, dream.

Haha, what the hell, these words can come out from a person like me. Player sia!